Cornwall Sunset.

Scanned in the Lomos.

Favourite Animals.

Bengal Tiger.

Fox.

Swallow.

Crow. (because of wings and black feathers)

Certain Cats.

Favourite Smells.

The Smell of Rain on Dry Ground.

The Smell of Basil Leaves when they get ruffled.

The Smell of Fresh Camera film.

The Smell of Bath on a crisp winter morning.

The Smell of my Fabric Softener. (Gold orchid)

The Smell of Stargazer Lillies.

The Smell of Joe after a few hours of having a shower.

The Smell of Sautéed onions.

This is happening.

Some actual work.

These are a couple of the wax forms but in copper, they havn't been shined up but i am really liking the shapes that i am getting at the moment. There will be lots more to come, but i am feeling pretty good about the presentation to Royal Cornwall Museum on friday, and i have my concept DOWN. So its all good.

(im ignoring dissertation until the end of the week)

My Project at uni has evolved into being about anorexia.

Basically, i have been looking at corsets and body image, from that, looking at the modern world that we live in, then what is the desired body shape today, (fuelled by the media), then progressing onto the extremes of Anorexia and how the vanity points, are not necessarily the Breasts or the waist, or anything really sexual, but instead the desired features seem to be protruding collar bones, ribs and hips. There is a simple question that has come from this development..

If protruding bones are such a desired feature within the anorexic community then why has there not been any decoration or adornments to either exaggerate or highlight these features?

So that is what i am making. Jewellery and body adornments to decorate these areas. I am mainly concentrating on the collar bones at the moment, as i have quite prominent collar bones anyway, (when i sit a certain way), but i cant really find anyone who is genuinely anorexic who would be willing to work with me. As of yet anyway.

I will be posting some stuff up later, watch this space.

This is our pumpkin.

He's called Jack. So original.

There seem to be no conkers in falmouth.

This is another reason why falmouth is rubbish in every season, except summer.

Actually doing work.

These are wax models of what my jewellery is going to look like. With some development to happen ofcourse.

Fuck Uni.

Its such a pile of wank.

I am never going to be able to do anything with this fucking degree, and if i were to act on a whim then i would have left uni after two weeks in the first year. FUCK

i am in such a rage.

Musique.

I wish music was my life.

I wish i could read music, and play it, have an ear for it.

Music is not my life.

Just because you own an Ipod, does not mean that it is your life.

Joseph Baker.

My Handsome man is coming to see me today! only like 45 minutes until i go and meet him at the station. Im so excited. Probably a bit too excited. But still.

It's weird, the first time i see him in a term feels like im touching base with home and not changing too much without seeing anyone so i dont just see him again and im a completely different person.

It's good.

And im excited.

And i cant wait.

and that is the only reason i am writing this right now to try and pass some time.

EEEEEEE!!!

I really dont understand.

I dont get it.

Do teenagers think its alright to just hang themselves in their bedrooms and jump of bridges just because they were being bullied? Iv been bullied ALL MY LIFE in some way or another, mainly for being ginger, i can take it with a pinch of salt now, and it really doesn't bother me. But where were the parents of these children telling them that its nothing to worry about and the feeling will pass? Did they watch too many drama programmes and think oh its ok to just snuff it?

Fucking idiots.

Im glad they died. Harsh but do we really need idiotic weak people in the world? I know plenty of gay people, and the reason they are here alive is because they didn't let bullying get them down, they weren't doing it for attention, in most cases its made them better people from being bullied, yes it makes you feel like shit and like you dont want to go to school or whatever, but its a passing thing. IT GOES AWAY.

Obviously like these Teenagers got rid of their lives.

Idiots.

Read about it here.

Also, this blog is entertaining me about the whole thing.. HERE

Lately i have bought so many cookery books.

I can really see myself becoming a food obsessive with recipes and nutrition etc.

This is not a bad thing at all. I love food. Flavours. YUM.

And i think that it is a good sign that i am always willing to make nice food for myself. Even if im alone. There are hardly any times that i cannot be bothered.

Eventually i would love to live somewhere that i was inspired by food and art surrounding me.

Colour and Conversation.

Purchased..

A lovely Website!!

Almond Shortbread Hearts.

Finally..

Finally found her! the person who made this beautiful beast. Debra Baxter. I am in love with her work. It's simplistic, rough, and original. I love it.

Mini Diana.

This is my new toy.

General.

Uni> shite, as always.

Sex project. yay. eurgh.

STUDENT LOAN HELLO!

Spree.

Shopping on friday. Awesome.

Joined the Gym. Fit.

Mexican tomorrow night.

YAY